The way i lived my Life

Hi Everyone.. This is my first blog and took a long time to write this. Since i came to know about this blogging stuff about two years back, i've always wanted to blog. But the problem was, i've been so very lazy that never actually took pain to do so. Now that is me. Hmm.. Now i'm actually writing this blog cuz i wanted to make an attempt to figure myself out and what i did for the past 22years.

In my childhood, i was an active kid and used to love playing and hanging out with friends, most of them who were very much elder to me. As i was a child, my conversations n blabbering used to interest them a lot. May be they enjoyed my foolishness or may be they found my words cute or the innocence of the speech attracted them, which i never cared,. But i always used to keep my pace of hopeless as well as endless conversations going on and on, and i loved it cuz ppl loved me for that. Never loved to stay home. And yeah, Peace was once thing i hated then. Err... sounds absurd though.. But dunno why, i used to love wars and battles. May be it was cuz of the reason that my dad was in the Forces then or may be cuz i used to watch the Television Series of Tipu Sultan and The Mahabharat. Wateva.. I loved the series of Tipu Sultan a lot, wen i was of 5 years or so.. All the time, I used to utter the sounds of the swords colliding with each other, "Ting Ting Buck.. ". Even now when my mom reminds me of those three words i used a lot and keeps teasing me.

Once we shifted from Kakinada to Hyderabad, i think it was 1993, my style of life changed to a different one. I realised that i had friends of my age too. Though it was kinda tough to adopt to such changes i was actually trying to. But then, somehow, (err.. i don remember how, ) i found friends who were elder to me. Felt lucky. One of those was Mario, he was a guitarist and used to run a dance school too. It was for the first time in my life that i heard of the name Micheal Jackson and his albums Bad and Dangerous. Learnt a few steps from him, which i barely remember now. It was really fun spending time with those big men as, it used to give me a feeling of security and supremacy over the children of my age. We jus lived for an year at that place.

Later we shifted to a place called Neredmet(we previously used to stay at Vanasthalipuram, forgot to mention that earlier)and here i met a wonderful family. As the tradition of me having elder friends continues, i met these people, Chaitanya and Navajivan. They were in their +2(intermediate) and i was in 4th class. Our family got close to them and we were neighbours. Their parents were both kind of scholars and even the children followed their footsteps. Though books were never of my genre, i loved knowledge and they helped me in gaining it sufficiently. They made me realise what i was and what i am. Most unforgettable people in my life. They always saw me as an intelligent chap and i loved it, who wouldn't love to be called smart(forget abt the truth.. lol..).

And then as time passed by, we kept shifting places n i kept changing my friends. And after a few relocations, we finally settled at a place called A.S.Rao Nagar and here we lived for six years and i love the moments i spent here. This is the place where i spent my matured childhood and has the most memorable moments of my life. It makes me feel i've lived life, and actually learnt the meaning of living life. I was never a sober and hated being called so, I was always naughty and a frolic. I had a gud bunch of friends here and all were of my age. But surprisingly got habituated with these people and was happy being with them and loved their company. In them was, Atish, my best friend, even now.

As my school days began to end and i had to chose my career path, i was in a dillema. I never understood wat i wanted to be. Movies influenced me a lot(tht's one of the reasons why i keep away from movies) and then i wanted to be an archeologist. But my brother somehow brushed my dreams away and wanted me to take Math. I loved math and so i didn't have much regrets in choosin it. And then i joined my engineering. Four years went by, even now many a time, i cant bliv my eyes that i am about to complete my engineering. Damn i wud be an engineer, i never realised. I got placed with Infosys and wud be working for it in a month or two. But i still feel childish many a time.

After all these years.. I've realised that i've become peace loving, lazy, kinda matured(not always though). I've changed a lot.. Had happy as well as sad moments. But always realised that i was growin and i always feel that i am being matured day by day and was foolish in the past..LOL.. Now i'm jus waiting for a day where i wud feel "Yeah!! For the past one year i wasn't childish or immatured at any point of time".